The Repercussions Of An Affair

i never really thought it will come to this
i am always the strong, ignorant person who loves my boyfriend very much, despite what people might think of him.
But now, it seems that even the slightest reminisence of my Sweet Stranger an drive potential tears to my eyes. is it wrong to do so, because i know i have never intended this to be more than just an affair. Further more, i think i see the world evolving around my boyfriend, and everything beyond that is oblivion. But now, even the sound of my sweet stranger's name and his voice can drive a certain irony that can break me down if i let it to. and yet, he is of a nation that i perceived to be absolute children. it seems that he bears what for me a proof that everything i thought wrong and sinful was as beautiful as i can ever want them to be.